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becky is coming home
Dec. 6th, 2009 | 10:48 pm
mood: 
excited
music: waiting for a star
4 movies, one weekend.. here's to sunday night and then I'll be on a 14 hour flight home.
I AM GOING HOME. And I can hardly believe I tolerated the freaking freezing temperature yesterday night. It was flipping 2 degree cel. TWO! haha I cannot explain the cold. It's like being put in a freezer?
Anyways, I am happy that exams are over. I am happy with where I am. Hmmm results will be out next monday. woohooo It goes both ways- party the whole of dec or... ... yea.
Yuppp, Friday night andrea and the group of girls wanted to go clubbing at Tru but they got caught for their IDs, so by the time I called them to see if they're really going or not.. they were at the usual place- sheesha place. Its, sadly, an underrated place for people who cannot get into over 18 clubs. Ah speaking of which, can't wait to meet my group of girlfriends in Singapore :)
Saturday and Sunday were crazy. I was on a 100pound budget.. Managed to grab gifts and xmas cookies. Hopefully enough for everyone. Plus, when the bill is credited to my father, I HOPE he doesn't get a heart attack. (choooooiiii) He said below 500 pound, so far... 200?? And I've got people owing money, so I think its fine. I'm pretty scared though. haha! This morning I made a short trip to the local store to buy Fray Bento's pies.. Hmm I don't know what's with my dad but yea.. ever since my aussie aunt bought some, it became a hit. So when I told my fam that "HEY!! They have the steak pie" I promised to buy back a few tins. Hmm AND... there was an offer! 2 for 2 pound 50- wooo even better :D But seriously, the last thing I am thinking of now is the weight limit of my check in luggage. I don't want the lady stopping me and asking me to remove stuff from my luggage. noooooo
haha! I'm listening to some oldies... WAITING FOR A STAR -.-
Hmm Andrea just knocked on my door :) haha so sweet she gave me a hug and said see you next year. Then it all hit me.. YEAAAA I'll see all these jokers next year! awwww..
I AM GOING HOME. And I can hardly believe I tolerated the freaking freezing temperature yesterday night. It was flipping 2 degree cel. TWO! haha I cannot explain the cold. It's like being put in a freezer?
Anyways, I am happy that exams are over. I am happy with where I am. Hmmm results will be out next monday. woohooo It goes both ways- party the whole of dec or... ... yea.
Yuppp, Friday night andrea and the group of girls wanted to go clubbing at Tru but they got caught for their IDs, so by the time I called them to see if they're really going or not.. they were at the usual place- sheesha place. Its, sadly, an underrated place for people who cannot get into over 18 clubs. Ah speaking of which, can't wait to meet my group of girlfriends in Singapore :)
Saturday and Sunday were crazy. I was on a 100pound budget.. Managed to grab gifts and xmas cookies. Hopefully enough for everyone. Plus, when the bill is credited to my father, I HOPE he doesn't get a heart attack. (choooooiiii) He said below 500 pound, so far... 200?? And I've got people owing money, so I think its fine. I'm pretty scared though. haha! This morning I made a short trip to the local store to buy Fray Bento's pies.. Hmm I don't know what's with my dad but yea.. ever since my aussie aunt bought some, it became a hit. So when I told my fam that "HEY!! They have the steak pie" I promised to buy back a few tins. Hmm AND... there was an offer! 2 for 2 pound 50- wooo even better :D But seriously, the last thing I am thinking of now is the weight limit of my check in luggage. I don't want the lady stopping me and asking me to remove stuff from my luggage. noooooo
haha! I'm listening to some oldies... WAITING FOR A STAR -.-
Hmm Andrea just knocked on my door :) haha so sweet she gave me a hug and said see you next year. Then it all hit me.. YEAAAA I'll see all these jokers next year! awwww..
Bellerbys isn't that bad. To round it ALL up... I am really grateful. I made good friends and I made bad ones too. Janesh being the guy I thought who came from India cos he was incredibly loud but turns out he's fella Singaporean. Waileong who can't stop talking about FOOD and ARMY. oh my god... Eunice, Reg, Andrea, Isa for all the hang out friday nights and late night orders. Ros. Oh roslyn, your leeds drunk experience was one of a kind. Hmm Arnanthi for showing me that friends can be double edged sword. My wonderful dynamic class, haha.. that talks Mr bradley out of english lessons and end up watching youtube videos. You guys are amazing! And I look forward to the skiing trip and 2 more terms with Law (A). We are indeed, one of the brighter kids. Brighter.. Brighton- haha get it ?
I learnt to keep my mouth shut even with the juiciest gossip and there, I became the Intel of the school. Intelligence Unit. haha some army term WaiLeong named me -.- Well yea, preparing for exams was not a joke because I was afraid and really stressed out. And ranted my frustrated to the one I (....) most. Figure it out ;p But then again, I'm grateful even at the other end of the world, people who love me support me and put all their faith into my work. And, not to say that I had no choice... But I gotta prove that their faith worked yea? I would say JC days prepared me well even though I didn't do well for A Levels but that's passed and I guess everybody moves on from a certain point in their life. I realised I am not being judged by the number of As and Bs that appear on my A level results slip. I am still inevitably, myself. The A levels was a milestone that taught me life skills. For one thing, I believe that there should be a shift in mentality about people not doing well at A Levels because it isn't it. While studying for my papers, Miss Quek (School of Thought tutor) 's text message from a year back reminded me strongly of how one's character will determine most in our lives. And if one door closes, another would open. It's just a matter of putting our hearts to it. I am looking forward to receive my results, surprisely.
A year ago.. was JC prom. a couple of years ago was PL prom. And in the near future in May its "May Ball" wow! Exactly a year ago, I couldn't explain a heartache. But this time it gotta work. I promise. Hmmm
I learnt to keep my mouth shut even with the juiciest gossip and there, I became the Intel of the school. Intelligence Unit. haha some army term WaiLeong named me -.- Well yea, preparing for exams was not a joke because I was afraid and really stressed out. And ranted my frustrated to the one I (....) most. Figure it out ;p But then again, I'm grateful even at the other end of the world, people who love me support me and put all their faith into my work. And, not to say that I had no choice... But I gotta prove that their faith worked yea? I would say JC days prepared me well even though I didn't do well for A Levels but that's passed and I guess everybody moves on from a certain point in their life. I realised I am not being judged by the number of As and Bs that appear on my A level results slip. I am still inevitably, myself. The A levels was a milestone that taught me life skills. For one thing, I believe that there should be a shift in mentality about people not doing well at A Levels because it isn't it. While studying for my papers, Miss Quek (School of Thought tutor) 's text message from a year back reminded me strongly of how one's character will determine most in our lives. And if one door closes, another would open. It's just a matter of putting our hearts to it. I am looking forward to receive my results, surprisely.
A year ago.. was JC prom. a couple of years ago was PL prom. And in the near future in May its "May Ball" wow! Exactly a year ago, I couldn't explain a heartache. But this time it gotta work. I promise. Hmmm
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Mmmm, whatcha say. Mmmm that you only meant well
Dec. 3rd, 2009 | 08:52 pm
mood: 
crazy
music: Jason Derulo- whatcha say
Gossip girl episode 11 is intense stuff man. Nate, oh poor nate..
I got the one of the sound track stuck in my head... Whatcha Say
Mmm today law paper- OWN! I felt like I own-ed it, happiness glowed when Mr Beer's hints were true. I was like WOW.. Brits never lie? haha Quickly, scrambled to my room to phone my mom :D Been a LONG time since I had an essay-based exam. It was crazy. 4 essays, 2 hours but I did it. Cheers to the jc training.. Ahhh rest it in the fate of the gods ya.. Hmm FATE OF THE GODS, some band piece.
Right... Tomorrow morning I have an English paper and then Politics. wooooooo bless me. I promise I will do good. Not for results but for self improvement ? PROMISEEEEE
Gawd, I swear this exam is putting everyone to the test. Challenge their own limit and see the ugly side of human beings. I think there must be some or a certain level of sanity in me because no one has actually tackled me. Perhaps, thank god for protecting me all this while. Really. fairly well protected. I don't get too emotional when weird circumstances arise. ANYWAY... I should get going.
One more paper... and then I'll be HOME!
I have to call one more person to share this good news. He's ALSEEP! omg.
I got the one of the sound track stuck in my head... Whatcha Say
Mmm today law paper- OWN! I felt like I own-ed it, happiness glowed when Mr Beer's hints were true. I was like WOW.. Brits never lie? haha Quickly, scrambled to my room to phone my mom :D Been a LONG time since I had an essay-based exam. It was crazy. 4 essays, 2 hours but I did it. Cheers to the jc training.. Ahhh rest it in the fate of the gods ya.. Hmm FATE OF THE GODS, some band piece.
Right... Tomorrow morning I have an English paper and then Politics. wooooooo bless me. I promise I will do good. Not for results but for self improvement ? PROMISEEEEE
Gawd, I swear this exam is putting everyone to the test. Challenge their own limit and see the ugly side of human beings. I think there must be some or a certain level of sanity in me because no one has actually tackled me. Perhaps, thank god for protecting me all this while. Really. fairly well protected. I don't get too emotional when weird circumstances arise. ANYWAY... I should get going.
One more paper... and then I'll be HOME!
I have to call one more person to share this good news. He's ALSEEP! omg.
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running in circles
Nov. 30th, 2009 | 09:31 pm
mood: 
drained
music: coldplay- fix you
3 more days!
I missed school today after politics due to a splitting headache and people thought I went back to mug. wtf, even my teacher teased and said I made a very smart move to cover up with an excuse of being ill. hmmm
Please, over and done with this.
I can't take this anymore. I have nightmares! not cool.
Shall stop boring my blog posts with whines of how my life is so terrible. Its ain't that bad, I went through A Levels..this is NOTHING.
I missed school today after politics due to a splitting headache and people thought I went back to mug. wtf, even my teacher teased and said I made a very smart move to cover up with an excuse of being ill. hmmm
Please, over and done with this.
I can't take this anymore. I have nightmares! not cool.
Shall stop boring my blog posts with whines of how my life is so terrible. Its ain't that bad, I went through A Levels..this is NOTHING.
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$$$
Nov. 29th, 2009 | 02:06 pm
mood: drained
music: Fight for this love- cheryl cole
NO WONDER I'm LOW ON CASH!
The bank just automatically deducted my phone bills for this month. RRAAAAHHHH! 40pounds. wtffffff How to buy things after exam with that kind of money? haha!
I'm listening to some remix of I Got A Feeling (Black Eyed Pea). Trance remix, not that bad. Sounds quite nice even though I am not a fan of trance. But remixes are good.
Okay, I really can't wait to get out of this hell hole. Been feeling a little ill and exams are approaching in 4 days. FOUR FUCKING DAYS.
I planned with Marcus already. When I get home, I am just going to be home. The same grin mom said I had when I was in Brighton will still be the same when I am home. Its been three months away and it feels forever when I have another 3 years here in UK. Here's my life all set out for me but I just want to go home. HOME HOME HOME... Unpack the sealed boxes, decorate my room, make friends with my new dog -.- (Not very keen though because if I come home late... I better be good friends with him if not he's gonna bark his throat out or something), visit Jaren who's like bigger than the last time I carried him.. HOME cooked dinner. I don't know.. Bunking in the same room as my brothers. and perhaps sleepless nights.
Going back to law. Woots!
The bank just automatically deducted my phone bills for this month. RRAAAAHHHH! 40pounds. wtffffff How to buy things after exam with that kind of money? haha!
I'm listening to some remix of I Got A Feeling (Black Eyed Pea). Trance remix, not that bad. Sounds quite nice even though I am not a fan of trance. But remixes are good.
Okay, I really can't wait to get out of this hell hole. Been feeling a little ill and exams are approaching in 4 days. FOUR FUCKING DAYS.
I planned with Marcus already. When I get home, I am just going to be home. The same grin mom said I had when I was in Brighton will still be the same when I am home. Its been three months away and it feels forever when I have another 3 years here in UK. Here's my life all set out for me but I just want to go home. HOME HOME HOME... Unpack the sealed boxes, decorate my room, make friends with my new dog -.- (Not very keen though because if I come home late... I better be good friends with him if not he's gonna bark his throat out or something), visit Jaren who's like bigger than the last time I carried him.. HOME cooked dinner. I don't know.. Bunking in the same room as my brothers. and perhaps sleepless nights.
Going back to law. Woots!
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oh nooo not the flu
Nov. 27th, 2009 | 02:21 pm
mood: 
sick
Oh shoot,
After sore throat, what's next? Running nose- and I got it. damnit...
I thought I managed to get rid of the sore throat last night by downing loads of water.. and super thick honey water and some chinese syrup. It's gone but my nose is leaking!! geees..
I am praying I don't have a temperature tonight man.
hmpf.
After sore throat, what's next? Running nose- and I got it. damnit...
I thought I managed to get rid of the sore throat last night by downing loads of water.. and super thick honey water and some chinese syrup. It's gone but my nose is leaking!! geees..
I am praying I don't have a temperature tonight man.
hmpf.
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gaga ooh lala
Nov. 26th, 2009 | 07:34 pm
mood: crazy
I'm pretty fascinated as to what artists have to say with their provocative music videos. Huge example, Lady gaga's latest Bad Romance. When I first saw the video on youtube, I was like what the hell is she doing? Then, I watched it again. And there it is... An underlying meaning of women being oppressed, being objects, being.. at the dispense of men.
Surface value, gaga maybe commended for her daring moves and very weird songs. But then again, maybe its all for profits?
Romamamama gagaga and whatever lalalala
I am going to go crazy over the amount of things we need to cover for exams. Its 6 days to go.
wooo lalala
cheers!
Surface value, gaga maybe commended for her daring moves and very weird songs. But then again, maybe its all for profits?
Romamamama gagaga and whatever lalalala
I am going to go crazy over the amount of things we need to cover for exams. Its 6 days to go.
wooo lalala
cheers!
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bio clock,rrrriiinnngg!
Nov. 20th, 2009 | 11:56 pm
mood: 
busy
Sigh
One more week to Exams! Suddenly it feels like the teachers are rushing through the topics.Yes,a week to exams and there are topics uncovered. Good in a way that ,my teachers told us to completely ignore the questions that are going to appear in the exam. Better still, they list down the type of essay questions that are going to come out.
I shouldn't be complacent. I am actually worrying like what real life examples should I remember.. yada yada yada... The British government is WOOOO.. Many many years and dates to know.
Anyways...
One week means an inch closer to Heathrow Airport.. Okay,not an inch.. About 25miles!! and 40,000km away from homeeeeee. I'm going mad in this school! Out of desperation, during dinner, I took a bowl of corn- mixed with butter and salt = pasar malam CUP CORN. Last few weeks was mashed potatoes I made out of the boiled ones.
One more week to Exams! Suddenly it feels like the teachers are rushing through the topics.Yes,a week to exams and there are topics uncovered. Good in a way that ,my teachers told us to completely ignore the questions that are going to appear in the exam. Better still, they list down the type of essay questions that are going to come out.
I shouldn't be complacent. I am actually worrying like what real life examples should I remember.. yada yada yada... The British government is WOOOO.. Many many years and dates to know.
Anyways...
One week means an inch closer to Heathrow Airport.. Okay,not an inch.. About 25miles!! and 40,000km away from homeeeeee. I'm going mad in this school! Out of desperation, during dinner, I took a bowl of corn- mixed with butter and salt = pasar malam CUP CORN. Last few weeks was mashed potatoes I made out of the boiled ones.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACLYN AND MARYANNE :D
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connection went down down down...
Nov. 19th, 2009 | 01:16 am
mood: 
awake
effing hell, the school's wireless connection was down for two hours! And I had to go to the common room to use the really slow retarded computers. But I'm at least grateful that there are computers for everyone to share.
Spent 2 hours downloading law and politics stuff.. Then talked crap with Isa, he kept calling me SI SIEN. It's suppose to be ZHI XIAN, my chinese name. At first, he thought it was a swear word and started to swear at people. Until I realise, heyyy isa you're using it wrongly! Moved on to doing the IT project on brochures -.- Quite fun, actually. I like Microsoft over Excel, anytime! While the whole dog thing happened wit my family, I decided to do on my cousin's company, PuppyLove :)
Omg !
I think I am pms-ing. I can feel FAT! like literally fat and bloated :( Not good not good, I just had a random thought, what if I can't fit into my clothes when I get home. raaaahhhhh :"(
Oh right, I was walking pass the art level a couple of days ago. And I actually miss messy classroom cluttered with paint bottles, tubes, drawing block, brushes and all the nitty gritty art has to offer. The works by these young people are beautiful- talent. period.
Spent 2 hours downloading law and politics stuff.. Then talked crap with Isa, he kept calling me SI SIEN. It's suppose to be ZHI XIAN, my chinese name. At first, he thought it was a swear word and started to swear at people. Until I realise, heyyy isa you're using it wrongly! Moved on to doing the IT project on brochures -.- Quite fun, actually. I like Microsoft over Excel, anytime! While the whole dog thing happened wit my family, I decided to do on my cousin's company, PuppyLove :)
Omg !
I think I am pms-ing. I can feel FAT! like literally fat and bloated :( Not good not good, I just had a random thought, what if I can't fit into my clothes when I get home. raaaahhhhh :"(
Oh right, I was walking pass the art level a couple of days ago. And I actually miss messy classroom cluttered with paint bottles, tubes, drawing block, brushes and all the nitty gritty art has to offer. The works by these young people are beautiful- talent. period.
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seriously?
Nov. 17th, 2009 | 07:10 pm
mood: giddy
It's only Monday and wow, it's been eventful.
Yesterday, I received the biggest shock in my life. its DA BIGGEST. woooo I couldn't focus on work. Barely put in 2 hours of mere reading and then I went to sleep. Mr Knight didn't turn up for 2 days so everyone decided not to turn up for Politics this morning (only Ros and Kris went for class).
Anyways, 2 weeks till I get home :) I panned a list of SINGAPORE FOOD to kill for, hehe
- Char Kway Teow
- Hokkein Mee
- CHOMP CHOMP (with girlies)
- Fish head curry
- Claypot rice
- Chilli and Pepper crab and seafood
- Bah Kut Teh
- Nasi Lemak
- Popiah
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.
.
.
.
.
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Still thinking. Yesterday night, Klara stayed up till school started. Champion girl.
The catch of the conversation was "Imagine if we were two mental patients sharing the same cell" Alot of random but meaning stuff lah! :)
welcome the new edition to the family (?!)
Yesterday, I received the biggest shock in my life. its DA BIGGEST. woooo I couldn't focus on work. Barely put in 2 hours of mere reading and then I went to sleep. Mr Knight didn't turn up for 2 days so everyone decided not to turn up for Politics this morning (only Ros and Kris went for class).
Anyways, 2 weeks till I get home :) I panned a list of SINGAPORE FOOD to kill for, hehe
- Char Kway Teow
- Hokkein Mee
- CHOMP CHOMP (with girlies)
- Fish head curry
- Claypot rice
- Chilli and Pepper crab and seafood
- Bah Kut Teh
- Nasi Lemak
- Popiah
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Still thinking. Yesterday night, Klara stayed up till school started. Champion girl.
The catch of the conversation was "Imagine if we were two mental patients sharing the same cell" Alot of random but meaning stuff lah! :)
welcome the new edition to the family (?!)
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doggie?
Nov. 16th, 2009 | 01:14 pm
mood: 
blank
I think my parents, or particularly my dad decided on keeping the dog!!
This dog... because it was a stormy night came to our house for shelter and ever since that night, it kept coming back. Sheltered itself under the gazebo. And chased any strangers, thinking that the compound around our house is his.
Couple of weeks ago when I heard about the vote on keeping the dog, I almost fainted. One, I don't think my family is ready to keep a pet! furry animal in the house especially my mom and I. I like animals but I don't think I will treat them well :x
So, because lots of neighbours complain that the dog is ours and we should leash it up, my dad got furious, believing that the dog was around even before we moved in. My cousin, Angie brought it away to look for a new home.
BUT...
but........
It did an escape mission. smart dog... and the neighbours at the new owner's home wanted to call SPCA. It has a week to determined its life or death and my cousin cried after hearing about it because the dog is barely 3 months old. BUT its freaking HUGE!
SOOOOOO
my parents caved in and decided to keep it.
O M G
I am still in utter shock over at the other side of the world, fullstop.
dog????
This dog... because it was a stormy night came to our house for shelter and ever since that night, it kept coming back. Sheltered itself under the gazebo. And chased any strangers, thinking that the compound around our house is his.
Couple of weeks ago when I heard about the vote on keeping the dog, I almost fainted. One, I don't think my family is ready to keep a pet! furry animal in the house especially my mom and I. I like animals but I don't think I will treat them well :x
So, because lots of neighbours complain that the dog is ours and we should leash it up, my dad got furious, believing that the dog was around even before we moved in. My cousin, Angie brought it away to look for a new home.
BUT...
but........
It did an escape mission. smart dog... and the neighbours at the new owner's home wanted to call SPCA. It has a week to determined its life or death and my cousin cried after hearing about it because the dog is barely 3 months old. BUT its freaking HUGE!
SOOOOOO
my parents caved in and decided to keep it.
O M G
I am still in utter shock over at the other side of the world, fullstop.
dog????